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Thursday, January 20, 2011

I Wish I Could Tell You, Mom

I Wish I Could Tell You, Mom 


I wish I could tell you, Mom
how much you mean to me....
But there are no words to say
how much I admire you...
how much I appreciate you...
how much I thank you
for everything you've done.

Mom You've given me so much

Mom You've given me so much


Mom You've given me so much,
Love from your heart
and the warmth of your touch.
The gift of life and you're a friend to me.
We have a very Special Bond
which only comes from God...
I'm sure you agree.
As a child I would say Mommy I Love You,
Now you're my Mother so dear
I love you even more
with each and every new year.
If I could had chosen,
I would have picked no other.
Than for you...to be my lifelong friend
and Precious Mother.

Only One Mother

Only One Mother


Hundreds of stars in the pretty sky,
Hundreds of shells on the shore together,
Hundreds of birds that go singing by,
Hundreds of lambs in the sunny weather.
Hundreds of dewdrops to greet the dawn,
Hundreds of bees in the purple clover,
Hundreds of butterflies on the lawn,
But only one mother the world wide over.

You're never far from the caring

You're never far from the caring


I've been with you
since before your birth.
I'll stand by your side,
as long as I'm on this earth.
A mother's love is special,
a never-ending gift.
A love that's always there
if you ever need a lift.
I think of you often,
never missing a day.
My love is forever,
and always sent your way.
You're never far from the caring
thoughts in my heart.
No matter how many miles
ever try to keep us apart.
A mother's love, your gift,
the gift I'll always give to you.
As we watch our lives go by,
no matter what you say or do.



Wednesday, January 19, 2011

A Mother's love can't explain

A Mother's love can't explain


A Mother's love is something
that no on can explain,
It is made of deep devotion
and of sacrifice and pain,
It is endless and unselfish
and enduring come what may
For nothing can destroy it
or take that love away . . .
It is patient and forgiving
when all others are forsaking,
And it never fails or falters
even though the heart is breaking . . .
It believes beyond believing
when the world around condemns,
And it glows with all the beauty
of the rarest, brightest gems . . .
It is far beyond defining,
it defies all explanation,
And it still remains a secret
like the mysteries of creation . . .
A many splendoured miracle
man cannot understand
And another wondrous evidence
of God's tender guiding hand.

I won't cry

I won't cry


I see no reason,
I see no rhyme,
Why have I been left behind
alone to serve the sentence of your crime?
I've been put down and pushed around,
often finding myself on the ground.
I've had to push myself deep inside
and build a wall behind which I can hide,
hoping only too survive.
I see no reason,
I see no Rhyme,
Why have I been left behind
alone to serve the sentence of your crime?
Though my heart still beats and my lungs still breath,
I no longer feel alive.
I've sealed my feelings deep inside,
Now I wont scream and I won't cry tonight............

Lifeless

Lifeless 


One step forward, ten steps back
Easily forgotten in a world full of clutter
You promised things wouldn't get any worse
But then they just never got any better
I can't let go of all the bitter facts
No one to love, no will to live
Your hands reach out for something
But I have nothing left to give
A growing ache to end this all
Is beginning to consume my mind
Tired of endlessly searching
For all the answers I cannot find



I am holding my feeling inside

I am holding my feeling inside


I am sad and hurt,
I wonder why am i always treated like dirt,
I hear screaming,
I see weeping,
I want to be your keeping,
I am sad and hurt,
I pretend like nothings wrong,
I feel like the days have been so long,
I touch your heart,
I worry we might fall apart,
I cry because i feel betrayed,
I am sad and hurt,
I understand why we shouldn't talk,
I say we should take a walk,
I dream of you and me,
I try to just believe
I hope we could be together,
I am sad and hurt.



My sad eyes

My sad eyes


My sad eyes
Blurred by tears
Heart broken
By the world they now fear
My sad eyes
Now look down
Afraid to look upon the town
My sad eyes
Full of aqua blue
The whitest whites
So wondrous and true
My sad eyes
One tear holds
One-hundred different reasons
For sadness to behold
My sad eyes
Still afraid to see
What’s happening
To our beautiful country

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Everything goes black

Everything goes black


As tears run down her face,
she realized she's made a mistake.
An utter suffocation,
she's trying to hold on.
But the pain,
the pain's to strong.
The bloods running down her wrist
Her eyes are going shut
but she's trying to hold on
while voices in her head are saying something is going wrong.
She doesn't know where she is or even why she did it.
It started with a razor and a few little cuts.
But became addictive and she cut to much.
Now she's laying on her bed,
wishing she could go back.
As the world disappears and everything goes black.

Stars Never Lie

Stars Never Lie


As the sun sets and the night sky lights up.
You stare at the lights in the sky with wonderment.
Its hard not to wonder how they were made.
The sky steals your imagination.
As the night gets darker, you start to see shooting stars.
You look even deeper into the sky and see someone.
That someone is the person you truly love.
You may not know it at the time.
Only time will reveal the true answer through the night sky.
When they come into your life, you may not know that they're the one.
Trust your heart and the night sky with all your love and passions.
If that person shown in the night sky has been hurt by you,
look up to the sky and into their eyes.
Tell them that you will do anything to be with them.
The Stars Never Lie about life and love.

Lonely is the tree

Lonely is the tree


Lonely is the tree,
flailing its limbs wildly
yearning for a friend.
Frightened is the tree,
disappearing under a blanket of snow,
wishing to be unseen.
Caring is the tree,
as he lends his branches to the birds,
watching the beauty of life unfurl.
Handsome is the tree,
standing triumphantly on the earth,
crisp leaves flurrying about upon his crown.
Winter comes once more,
Lonely is the tree.





The sand makes my feet

The sand makes my feet 


The sand makes my feet
Nervous, as it tickles
the nerves in my toes.
Waves hammering against
the shores of rocks, making
My eyes squint from the icy
Mist it leaves behind.
Wind unraveling secrets
From the sea, an ice cold
breeze sends quick shivers
through out my tensed spine.
The sounds of the ocean sings
a song in my mind, as the
sharp waves pull me in, the
smell of sweet salt water and
weed leave me senseless as
the sea whispers secrets to me

 

The moon

The moon


Gentle winds blowing softly.
Talk to me spell of the moon.
Lift your sweet voice up to me.
And sing me your happy tune.
In threads of white and silver
Wrap me in your soft cocoon.
Cover me in mystery.
In the sands upon the dune.
Cast aside my deepest fears.
Talk to me spell of the moon.
Take me far away with you.
Before the hour strikes noon.
Clouds erase my memories.
With you I want to commune.
Running with the dark of night.
Off to your secret lagoon.
Now seeking my great escape.
On a stormy night in June.
I am forever grateful
To meet the spell of the moon.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

I’m in love with you

I’m in love with you


If I knew how to write a song
I’d write one everyday
It would say that I’m in love with you
And why I feel this way

It would have to say you’re pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you’re a looker
From your head down to your toes

You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You’re smart charming lovely
And everything to me

You’re my comfort when I’m lonely
You’re my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I’ve known
I must rate you the best.

You’re the orchard in the jungle,
you’re the better half of me
You’re all of this and so much more,
you mean the world to me

Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.

My special you

My special you


I see he's messaged me
&my heart jumps
because he's different
&it gives me goose bumps
he's special
&he gives me this feeling
i cant explain it
other than my head is spinning
i cant eat
i cant sleep
oh how i wish our lips could meet
he's not a heart breaker
&i know that for sure
he's a friend maker
with a heart so pure

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

My heart now sings a song of love

My heart now sings a song of love  
 
 
Once I had a heart of stone
For it had surely lost its home
It could not love or wanted too
But in my life, then came you.

The stones began to fall away
As happiness began to fill my day
A feeling so sweet and special too
Could this be love, I pray is true.

My heart now sings a song of love
For I know that it was  sent from above
My heart is warm, there is no cold
Hard no more, but with wings of gold.

It soars above the sky so high
Sometimes I think of why and cry
My heart now sings a loving song
For the part of me I thought was gone.

The gift that you have given me
Is so important, can't you see
No more sadness or being alone
For now my heart returns to home.

Because of you

Because of you


Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

Life is not a game

Life is not a game


Life you can change
Life may seem to move slow
Life may seem to move fast
But life is a steady pace
Life is real
Life is not a game
Life






Life is meaningful

Life is meaningful


The best day of your life,
could you ever describe it,
Would you even be able to pick a day.
You shouldn’t have to just choose one best day.
Every moment that you have in life you should live,
and make the best of.
Moments in life should be the best
and taken in to never be forgotten.
You only get to live life once,
So instead of having just one best day of you life
Why not just have and live the best Life ever,
So that every moment is amazing and you life is meaningful.











Live For Today

Live For Today

  
You Don’t Get To Choose
How Your Going To Die BUT
You Do Get To Choose
How You Are Going To Live SO
Live For Today, Have No
Regrets And Party Hard!

What we call life

What we call life


It’s a funny thing,
What we call life,
It gives us trouble,
It causes strife.
It makes us laugh,
It makes us cry,
Yet all we do,
Is stress and try.
To make it through,
Surpass Our frowns,
To make it past,
Life is ups and downs.
We don’t have a choice,
To stay or to go,
Were here for a while,
Is all that we know.
So however hard,
When there is no fun,
Sit back and remember,
We only get one.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Sheath of life fleeting

Sheath of  life fleeting


Was walking down memory lane,
Was walking on the beach,
Throttling the feelings of pain,
Keeping doubts out of reach.

Had a look at the sands of time

The hours when time itself stood still,
Could hear distant bells chime,
And I was walking while I still stood still.

Felt the heat of the sun beating,

Could sense an awe that the past left,
Saw the sheath of life fleeting,
Glimpses of what was there were best.

Always there

Always there


If  I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you.
And share with you it's beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.

If  I could build a mountain
You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.

If  I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea.
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be...what I know best,
a friend that's always there.

My special friend

My special friend


A special friend is someone to treasure,
That someone to be with always a pleasure.
There to help when life gets too rough,
A friend by your side when the going is tough.

Someone to listen, a shoulder to lean on,
A friend's always there when others have gone.
Will laugh with you, cry with you, no matter what,
Faults and shortcomings don't concern her a jot.

So, to my special friend, I thank you each day
And know that forever by my side you will stay.
Through good times and bad times you'll always be there,
My tears to ease and my laughter to share. 

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

GOD Gave Us Friends

GOD Gave Us Friends


GOD knew that everyone needs
Companionship and cheer,
He knew that people need someone
Whose thoughts are always near.

He knew they need someone kind
To lend a helping hand.
Someone to gladly take the time
To care and understand.

GOD knew that we all need someone
To share each happy day,
To be a source of courage
When troubles come our way.

Someone to be true to us,
Whether near or far apart.
Someone whose love we'll always
Hold and treasure in our hearts.

That's Why GOD Gave Us Friends!

My dear friend

My dear friend


My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.

I’d be lost without you

I’d be lost without you



We share so much of our lives
Our joy and also our pain.
Without you as my friend,
I just might go insane!
You know what I’m talking about;
You’ve been through big things, too.
Yet you cheer me when I’m happy,
You comfort me when I’m blue.
Your giving does not go unnoticed;
I’d be lost without you, friend.
What we have together
No one else can comprehend.

The world is sad

The world is sad

 
The world is sad
And I am sad with it
Little words, what can they mean?
I wrote this poem yesterday, many times
And today I am writing it again
Old old old
As a phonograph record its needle stuck
Repeating over and over
Its own discordant screeching.

I am sad and hurt

I am sad and hurt


I am sad and hurt,
I wonder why am i always treated like dirt,
I hear screaming,
I see weeping,
I want to be your keeping,
I am sad and hurt,
I pretend like nothings wrong,
I feel like the days have been so long,
I touch your heart,
I worry we might fall apart,
I cry because i feel betrayed,
I am sad and hurt,
I understand why we shouldn't talk,
I say we should take a walk,
I dream of you and me,
I try to just believe
I hope we could be together,
I am sad and hurt.

Feels like being stuck in the past

Feels like being stuck in the past


Old memories, old actions, old regrets,
It seems someone never forgets,
They seem to return over and over again,
When will they disappear,
when when when...
Why are the details so important,
They aren't even related to us,
Do they really have to add up,
or have to be continuous?
Feels like being stuck in the past,
am curious to how long it will last,
It eats away the present o so fast,
that even our future will become the past.

I just want my mom

I just want my mom


Mom will you sit down
To listen what I have to say
We can be in the same room
And be miles and miles away
We are not a happy family anymore
Do you think you fix this
You can’t be
Cause you are never home
Do you still remember my face
Do you think a father figure will help
It won’t I already have one
I don’t want another
You can marry a million guys
We still won’t be a happy family
Do you notice I’m slipping away
Do you notice the scars on my arms
I’m going crazy stuff just so you will notice me
But the thing is I just want my mom back
I want my best friend
I just want to go back
Where I told you everything
Is that possible
All the tears I’ve cried
I just want my mom back!

You didn't care for me

You didn't care for me


Hey you! Yeah, I'm talking to you, "Dad"!
Where were you when I needed you the most in my life?
You were never at my side,
You just wanted a carefree life.
Where were you when I was growing up?
You were busy starting over,
Drinking from your golden cup.
Did you pretend that I don't exist anymore,
As you were finding someone new?
Well, I hope you cherish everyday you live,
Because I'm coming for you.
Never at a birthday nor graduation,
You didn't care for me, that's clear.
I hope you have a good story for this,
Because it's one I'm dying to hear.

A flower

A flower


Have you ever heard
of a flower that never needs
Water, soil, or sunshine?
A flower that stays in full bloom
Through summer and winter
Through good times and bad
A flower that rarely gets smaller
growing endlessly
A few lost petals
A little droop
but, without a doubt
it will always regrow
into something more beautiful

Softly winter comes

Softly winter comes 


Dyed leaves lay across my path.
Softly winter comes
Black crow calling out forlorn
Sun shines through my window still
The dark sky forebodes
Brown bear soundly sleeps nearby
Mountain high in sight turns white
Breathe the scent of pine
Wolves play in the blinding snow


Like tears from the sky

Like tears from the sky


The cloudless sky, the dusty earth,
All signs of summer in view;
The endless heat, the empty river,
Tis time for rain to renew.

The first drops fall, like tears from the sky,
To soothe the burning land;
To fill the river til it runneth over,
And to answer the prayer of man.

From gleeful shouts in the smoldering streets,
To relief in the farmers field;
The rain has brought happiness galore
And kept the drought all sealed.

The earth looks fresh and new and green,
All washed up and serene;
People all over enjoy this rain,
That has kept the world all clean.

A cloudy sky, with rumbling above,
Flashes of light here and there;
The rains have come, to glorious delight
Tis no time to stand and stare.

Go out and enjoy the cold fresh air,
Run in the rain soaked land;
For before you know it summer will be here,
The seasons have all been planned.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Beautiful Nature

Beautiful  Nature

   
Nature is beautiful
nature is fun
love it or hate it
nature is something to love
nature is god's gift to us
Nature
Nature we love
wate and feed nature
Nature water's and feed's us
god gave us nature
we cant live with out it
nature makes us
i know nature
Nature is beautiful
Nature is about the earth
nature has flower; s and weed's
weed's or flower's nature is us
NATURE

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Thanks to the God

Thanks to the God


Thanks to the God every time,
For the nature he had created,
And giving us so beautiful life
Nature is so sweet
Like a picture with lots of colour,
And what we can’t draw never ever.
Nature is a sweet picture,
Drawn by the God
And we all are the,
Toys of his game
That lovely tricking game
I love my nature
So I am begging to all
Don’t destroy our nature
It is the gift that
Given by God
We should care it
As the apple of our eye
Destroying the nature is very very sin.